My Best Friend Jake!

My Best Friend Jake isn't one of those normal best friends you have he is a crazy one! We became friends freshman of college. He is best friends with my land lord Harold. Therefore he was over at the Treehouse quite often. Then this year we started hanging out and were friends then something happened and we didn't really talk for a month. Yes I have written mean blog post about him and some others but this kid is something else. After not talking I called him one Friday night and was screaming because me and McKayle saw a spider it was as big as my face no joke! Ask Jake he had to drive across town to kill it! Then that Thursday I was going to go talk to my teacher to see what I could do to help my grade. But he was like Jill can we talk I was thinking WOW way to man up. We walked and talked for two hours. He would go to the temple with my roommates every morning I would go sometimes. He would always wake me up when he opened the door to come in. After we talked that day we became the best of friends! I wouldn't change not talking to him for anything because it made us so much tighter! We are tighter than ever now. I am so thankful for that! I am so thankful for Jake who takes the time to understand me and he doesn't even care how loud I burp yea its gross but he never cared. I am sure he did but he never said anything he just let me be me! He is getting ready to go on his mission. I am going to miss that boy so much! He is amazing and those people in Peru are going to be so blessed to have such a wonderful young man. He has come a long way in life! I am so proud of him. He has put me back together a few times. The last week when I was at school my best friend left and I was moving I cried so hard that day but guess who was the one who was there hugging me to tell me everything was going to be okay. Yup Jake! He went and watched Chelzee play volleyball then they came back and he gave me his frosty just to see my smile because he hadn't seen it all day. He was the one who took the time to make sure I was okay he didn't care! I cried so hard but he just let me. He sings this coconut song and it is my favorite! Today will be the last day he sings it for awhile. I am so glad to say that I have a best friend named Jake who I know would do anything for me even if it is to come over to my house and kill a spider while I am on the table screaming. I love Jake he has taught me so much this past semester. I will always remember when we were on our way to Vegas he was looking at Chelzee and me and I was like Jake I am not the pretty so don't look at me. He got so serious and said Jill look at me I said no he said look at me. (Jake never gets serious!) He said Jill you are pretty, beautiful and cute don't you dare ever let me hear that come out of your mouth again. I said okay you never will. Jake is one person who I will always have a friend in he is not one of those friends who just calls when they need you he is the one like dude what can I do for you. I love Jake he is so great! Good Luck on your mission buddy! I love you Garth!! ;) You'll do so great! I am so lucky to say that Jake is my best friend! I love him!
Until next time I am going on another adventure! Peace out cub scout! Run hard play hard. Live like there is no tomorrow because you never know!

They never said goodbye would be easy!

I never thought saying goodbye to you would be so hard! You have been my rock and my best friend for the last four months. You were there when I couldn't do anything you were there when I cried because I was so mad and stress. You were the one who could calm me down when no one else could. You taught me what it's like to be loved by someone other than my family! You are now apart of my family I wouldn't change that for anything in the world. I will always remember hiding from you in the cupboard and trying not to blow my cover when you call. I will always remember the days I wanted to lose it but because of you I didn't.
I remember Tuesday night when we cried on the sofa for 3 hours Chelzee hugged you and Jake hugged me. We cried together we didn't care but we didn't want to leave! We have been through thick and thin. Saying goodbye to you was the hardest thing I have ever done. I love you so much! I will miss you so much! We had a sleepover and many adventures I will never forget. I will always remember you! I will never forget the fun we have had.
You are my best friend you always will be my best friend! I love you forever!
I haven't cried this hard in a long time. Losing you was the hardest thing of my life! Goodbyes are never easy and this is one I never wanted to have to do. I love you forever! You'll always be my best friend! Best friend forever!!!
Until next time Peace out cub scout! I am off to my next adventure. Run hard play hard! Enjoy yourself! Time is so precious you never know when that is the last time! I am so thankful that I have Jaime in my life I will miss her so much! She is my best friend in the whole widest world!

The bathroom is where you should go pee not in the living room!

I am sick of going home and all I can smell is your urine because you pee all over my sofas and living room floor. That is what a bathroom is for.  I do not understand why you pee everywhere but in a toilet. I am so sick of it I wish the land lord would do something about it!
Okay the real reason I am complaining I just want to watch NCIS and Amazing Race but I can't because it smells so bad in there because of Faith who is from Africa and thinks it is okay to pee everywhere well let me tell you something honey it isn't! You make my life heck you are going to get it right back!
Please pee in the bathroom and not the living room or in your bed. We are all sick of the smell of you! You stink that is all there is to it. Take a shower and use soap!!!!!!! Honestly! People did your parents never teach you how to shower. Well let me give you a fast lesson. Step one turn on the water. Step two once you get your clothes off get in  the shower. Step three use soap. Step four rinse off and repeat. Not that hard common sense people! I forget that people don't have common sense anymore.
Peace out cub scout until next time I am going on another adventure! Run just and be free! Have fun and be happy!

Lost car keys!

The adventure of a lifetime! How many people does it take to find Jake's car keys five that's right five! We go to talk to his mom but then we go to his house to make pancakes. I was doing the dishes then someone took over no big deal. I went an laid down behind the sofa I was mad but I didn't want to start a war. Everyone was like you can lay on the couch I was like no I love laying behind the sofa, I even do it at my house as well. Then they finish eating and whatever else they were doing. Then I moved to the middle of the floor and slept there for awhile he put a blanket on me and left me alone. Then at 1 am he decides we can leave but we can't find his keys. Oh No!! Where could they of gone! We looked for 20 minutes at his house then we went back to my house still no keys. Being the LDS people we are we prayed still nothing then we prayed again an hour later still nothing, we went back to his house straightened up his room looked in is suit pants and suit coat still nothing. So we cleaned out the couch still nothing we prayed again and then we sat on his couch and then decided to check Chelzee's car again. We come back to my house and guess what we found in Chelzee's car yup his keys. Jake and Leana both looked there but obviously they didn't look hard enough I guess. Our prayers were answered and our faith was stirred but then we prayed after we found them.

It was so good to find them. He was so excited so were we! He talked to us for a few more minutes and then he left. Moral of my story is pray to find your keys and answers will come it may take time but it will come. You are on the lord's time frame not yours. I know there was a reason he lost his keys but I will never know what that reason was. I learned that day that I didn't matter to them. I wish they would of left me asleep on his floor in the living room. 

I may not be perfect and that is okay with me! I am so amazing and if you can't see it you aren't worth my time. 

Until next time I am off to an other adventure! Peace out cub scout! Run hard play hard! Run jump be free! Enjoy life! Enjoy the little things enjoy the memories you are making they may be horrible but when you look bad on them they won't be so bad! Love life, live it to the fullest! Tell your love ones you love them often you never know when the will be gone!

I never fit in with you, so why did I even try?!

You didn't hurt my feel goods don't  even worry! I like being told Jill go home so we can watch a movie. No big deal. Of course you hurt my feelings of course I was mad but I don't need you to text me and be like sorry you are mad we just didn't want to make you change your standards to be with us. Wow thanks guys for being so considerate. I helped you clean your house so your mom would not have so much stress. I did it for your mom not you! My mom always taught me to respect people and that is what I try to do. My mom taught me how to serve one another! Because of her I am the person I am today and I am not willing to lower my standards to watch a rated R movie with you. I am sorry I don't do that but next time be straight up honest with me about it. Don't try to hide it. I am not a rated R movie watcher. I am not perfect and I do have some flaws but that is okay.
I love the way you just say Jill we are going to watch a rated R movie will you please leave that was the plan this whole time. Wow, thank you for being so considerate. Thanks for trying to respect me and my standards you have a funny way of showing it. I am not going to change who I am to do something I don't want to do. I don't need you to ask me if I am mad because that just makes it worse for you. I know I never mattered to you! I just thought that we could be friends. I guess I was wrong. I only have a little over a month left and then I am free and you will be out of my life for good.
We will go our separate ways and if we are meant to cross paths we will but I sure hope we never do. Trying to make this friendship work is to hard I am done. I rather be happy then sad inside for the rest of my life. Just because I am not a rated R movie watcher. I wish you would of just been like Jill we don't want to watch a movie with you or we don't want to hang out with you. That would of not hurt my feelings as much because that is honest! I am so dumb for believing I fit in. I was never really good enough for your group I should of known that from the start.
Life is hard and it gives you lemons. I am going to make lemonade out of them. Don't even worry you didn't hurt my feelings. I knew I never meant anything to you! I am sorry you have to live with me and I am sorry I am such a horrible person. But next time please just be straight up honest with me!
Peace out cub scout I am off to my next adventure. Until next time run hard play hard! Keep your standards high don't lower them for anyone or anything! Have fun and follow your dreams! Don't give them up for anyone or anything! Loving Life!

Don't Live Here? Get the HECK Out of my HOUSE!

Why are you in my house when nobody is home? You don't live here so please get the HECK out of my house before I call the police! I do not mind if you are over when your friend is here but when they aren't you need to leave. This is not a hotel or burger king so you cannot have it your way. So get out! I am ready to call the police. I might need a new can of Lysol after you leave because I have to Lysol everywhere to sit and touch. You make a mess in my bathroom please get the H out of here! I hate you! Yes hate. You are not welcome here! I am going to seriously hurt you. You think you own the place I don't see you paying rent so why are you even here? It is a good thing I go running everyday or you would not have a face right about now! I hope you understand how angry you make me. I just see you my blood just boils.
Moral of this post get the  H out of my house! Please and Thank you!

Jesus doesn't like Messes Either!!!!

Jesus doesn't like Messes Either!
I am a on rampage to today. I wrote on note on the white board in my apartment to a girl who doesn't even live at my house to clean up her messes in my bathroom I was really nice. So I wrote exact quote "Laura I don't mind you use our bathroom to get ready but please clean up your mess. Thank you!" Not even rude about it just common sense to clean up after yourself.
You don't need to lecture me about being a better person or a better Mormon. I am not perfect and I will be first to admit it. I am not saying my life is all perfect and no bumps in the road. Honey just because I am different then you doesn't mean to you need to judge me. I know we come from different background and family life than you, but you know what Jesus still loves me for me and he always will no matter how stupid I am or the stupid things I do. He will always love me! He will always love you to. I may not be perfect but at least I know that I have a family who supports and loves me and my heavenly father loves me.
If I send you a text I don't expect the whole world to read it. I gave you an honest answer I didn't think I needed to explain myself but I guess if I do you are not really my friend. I learned that trusting people is a bad idea trust family and that is about it.
Jesus doesn't like messes he likes things to be clean and orderly. A home that is clean is where the spirit is and that is what kind of house I want to live it. I want Jesus to feel welcome at my house and not like he needs to clean for me.
I know a lot of you reading this are probably like Jill you need to learn to relax and one day I will. But right now I am just standing my ground. I am not going to budge I have before but I am done being walked all over.
I may be different than you but I am Jill Dallon and I am very happy with that. I may not be perfect but that is fine with me.
Until next time I am going on another adventure! Peace out cub scout! Run hard have fun and dance to the beat of your own drum. Don't let someone take that away from you!
Peace out!

Fall Break!

Fall Break you came and went to fast! I had so much fun with my family. I had a lunch date with my favorite people with my mom one day and my daddy the other. Then I pulled all my mom's flowers and mowed the lawn then I went to green waste that was fun. Then I kicked a tree stump and bruised my ankle it was sweet. I went home and sat on the washer and washed my feet then I went to set up tables with my mom, Karen, Stud muffin Curt, and Deylene Jeffs for super Saturday. I even made dinner while I was home it was yummy! I love left overs back at school. I even made stuff peppers they were good!
Saturday my dad and I went and made bow and arrows for my mom while she was having fun with her friend Kathleen that is Sir Snortis's wife she is pretty great! We made many bows and arrows I think I could make them in my sleep.
My brother rode in the dam donut race and got third place I was so proud of him! I love that boy!
Fall break I wish you would of landed the same time as my mom and brothers so I could of gone to the cabin.
I have been back to school for only two days and I am ready to murder the one chick. I didn't ask for your opinion so why did you even put your input in.
Loving life until next time I am off to my next adventure! Peace out cub scout! Run hard play hard have fun!

Roommates.

Roommates you can't live with 'em and ya can't live without 'em.This year I have the best roommates ever there are nine of us. YES NINE! We all get along but there is two that we don't get along with. The one always invites herself to go running with me but sorry honey I run alone for a reason. I run to make all the anger and frustration leave that has built up from the day before. I run it out! We have another one that is black and African American which is fine but she is so weird she talks to herself and then she screams sometimes and you would think she was dying or something.
This year I have been very blessed with roommates I have the best roommates but you always have to have a few that put a nut in the mix. They helped me when I was recovery from surgery and they have always been there for me through the arguments about the dishes and taking out the garbage!
You have the one roommate who complains to me all the time and doesn't do anything to help the cause of why she is complains. You have to talk to the problem if you don't you really don't have room to complain. Yes I did learn that the hard way it may of taken me 20 years but I have learned it. I guess you will always have one that is a complainer who won't do anything about it but we shall see.
I love my roommates I really do! I am so lucky to have them and to call them my best friends! Loving life! One more day until I am 21!
I am off to another adventure until next time keep running. Have fun peace out cub scout!

Appendix put a bump in the road! Running is my LIFE!

RUNNING! I have missed you in my life these past two weeks they've been rough but we made it through. I may of had to not run for two weeks but I am back and ready for anything. I even followed the  doctors orders about not running for two weeks hardest thing of my life!
For those of you that don't know I ended up in the ER on August 14th to have my appendix removed. I woke up with a pain in my side and worked all day because my supervisor told me he would appreciate if I didn't leave early I finished out the day went home got ready to usher the temple open house. Started crying my dad called the clinic they said take her to the ER its her appendix me being who I am and stubborn didn't go right off the bat. I finally decided at 8:30 when my dad got home from the temple we were going actually he said we were going so we went then 3 hours later I was in surgery and then in the hospital for the night.
The first thing I said to the doctor was are you Sunshine's friend he said yes I said okay you can take out my appendix (like I really had a choice in this matter.) Second thing I asked was when can I run again and he looked and me and said two weeks you got to wait until you are better I said but running is my life. Two weeks you will thank me later. I may only be able to run a mile this week but next week I can run three miles and next Saturday a 10k.
I have missed running in my life it has been a rough two weeks but I know it was for my benefit if I didn't run for two weeks. I am so glad that I have the ability to run and I can run again. I am so thankful that my appendix decided to come out the last week of summer and not the first week of school, I am so lucky to have the family I do they took care of me and moved me to school and never gave up on me even when I did!
Loving life loving being able to run again. Until next time run easy, laugh hard, never give up, follow your dreams! Off to my next adventure! Peace out cub scout!

What I learned this summer!

This summer I learned what a best friend really is. Not one who says hey best friend we will find time to get ice cream and not mean it. No that is not a best friend. Not one who says hey when you come down let me know and we can hang out never happens. Nope that is not a best friend either. I understand you get busy but stop making me promises that are never going to come true. Don't mess with my feelings anymore, I am done! I am not a door mat! I am awesome you may not see it but my real best friend does!
Real best friend just hugs you when you are in tears they say pull over its okay we are going to get through this not your its we! You can walk up and down main street and laugh. You can say dude I don't feel good and they say okay what can I do for you. You say I don't know you end up in the ER to have your appendix removed. I text you and say surgery you say I am on my way! Then they are at your house after work with your favorite things. Yup that is my best friend!
My best friend screams Jill I missed you and we run and hug. Then we laugh because we squeezed each other to tight.
My best friend never makes me promises they don't plan to keep. I can trust them and know that no matter what everything is safe with them. we laugh together we cry together. Call my best friend in tears she comes over no questions. We can sit in the car and not say one word to each other and then we just start laughing together. Yup that is a best friend!
Not some one who makes promises and breaks them. Nope someone who truly cares. They don't even care what you look like they just say hey I am coming to get you and you go. Yup that is a best friend!
When you move away your best friend is the one who text you when your favorite song comes on, then you sing along to it and life is good.
Finding a best friend is hard to do! But I am sure glad I have my best friends! I love you Branae and Morgan and Kortney! Love my girls!!!
Valuable lesson I learned on main street while weeding! You know you have a best friend when they change there plans to be with you.
Lesson learned until next time I am going on another adventure not to far. But soon! Peace out cub scout!

Best Friends

There are many different kind of Best Friends. You have the one that knocks on your door at 9:51  in the morning right when you get your hair done, asking you what you are doing today. Then you say I do not know what do you want to do then it goes back and forth for 30 seconds. Then all of the sudden you look at each other and say VEGAS?! Yup lets go you put pants on and out the door you go. Then we did not tell anyone we were going but her dad. Way to be spontaneous!!
You have the best friend who will come over to your house anytime day or night just to see you. If they have a bad day they come over and you say who do you want me to kill. Or they just come over because they are bored. You may not say one word to each other but that is okay because you can feel their love and that is all that matters.
Then you have Best Friend! You are walking on campus and they just scream hey best friend and you do not even have to think about who it is because it is best friend! You can text them anytime of day and always get a reply even if it is something dumb. They will move from a table with their friends to sit with you to make you feel like you matter. They make you laugh your face off and when you are done laughing you look at each other and start again and then your face hurts from laughing. Oh I love having a best friend.You can complain to them and they do not care. They will always be best friend forever. We may go separate ways but at least I know I will always have best friend. You always know that no matter what best friend with take 5 minutes out of their day just to see how you are. They send you a text when you are feeling blue they don't even know but it turns the whole day around. People get mad because you have best friend numbered but I have best friend who will always be number one.
You can have many best friends some will stay in your life forever and some won't but the ones that stay are the ones who have made the biggest impact on your life.
I love having best friends! Life would be no fun without friends!  Until next time I am going on another adventure! Peace out cub scout!

My Last Nerve

It is only Wednesday and my last nerve was pulled and it is only 7:31 in the morning. You can steal my stuff but I can only take it so long. My parents raised me better than that I am not going to steal your things I should but I have more respect for you than you ever had for me. You treat me like a doormat and like I am worthless but let me tell you something honey I am awesome! I have a dream and I am making it come true.I am getting an education.
I love Best friend Kyle, Mason and Eric. They are so funny. They come to my house and visit. They make me laugh I love those gentlemen!
I tell my mom I have no clothes to wear and it is an email she expects because I get this way every April no joke she told me to go buy a new out fit so I did $41.44 3 pairs of pants and 2 shirts who is a bargain shopper this girl!
My best friend in the whole widest world is taking her test today to get her licence wish her luck.
I am going to run away be back before finals no worries. Going on an adventure until next time run jump and be free! Remember people are stupid sometimes and you may never understand them. Today my last nerve was errked because I didn't have any clean dishes so I couldn't eat breakfast who ever used them is going to be very upset because I didn't eat breakfast and that's a bad sign!
I am going on another adventure until next time! Peace out cub scout!

Why Yes I do know that thanks for that?

Today was an adventure in the life of Jill. Everyday is but today was one in particular. I went to school like any other day but today I had to go to the advisement office to talk to this lady. Don't talk to me like i am stupid I do know I have a D in biology thanks for stating the obvious! I have talked to my professor don't you worry your little heart about it. What a Moron?  It doesn't pay to rattle my cage!
Ask Amazon!  Talking about amazon I have a kindle that worked for 3 months and I wrote the CEO Jeff Bezo about how I was very upset about my kindle and his customer service. I got a new kindle and now when i call the customer service people are nice to me. Don't call me a liar or you will be very sorry ask the guy at Amazon. Needless to say I got a new kindle after 30 phone calls and jumping through their hoops. I finally got a new kindle yes it struggled but it now works great it is so good to finally have a kindle that works. I went running it was great fun!
Went to dinner with some roommates that was fun I am sitting next to my best friend Branae Abbott and she is screaming at someone on the phone because they are being dumb. He shouldn't of started to argue with her she will win.
Two more days then I am home bound for a week! Until next time I am going on another Adventure! Peace Out Cub Scout!

The Joys of Fridays!!!

Oh the joys of Friday! My cousin comes home from his mission today so happy for him and his family.

I went to school History was great fun no joke my teacher is hilarious, he had cookies for us in honor of a dead historian Howard Zinn. He always has a cart with hot chocolate, coffee and tea on it. Biology was good took a test and it went really well. Walked home from school with the neighbor kid. The most polite and respectful kid we walked and chit chatted. He was so funny.

Came home and went running! I love to run! I decided today I should run earlier in the day so no one sees me. Brother and Sister Beard honked at me. My best friend waved at me oh it was great! I am crazy but that's who I am!

Had mashed potatoes for lunch with my Best Friend Kim! I even fixed my skirt.

Then I went to class and the funniest thing happened I passed a friend and his brother and his brother was like why are you going to school you could be selling crack cocaine and making more money that is true but then if I was doing that I wouldn't be me. As I walk to class laughing my teacher is talking about rocks and say schist. Then I am laughing harder! Gotta love physics class.

Watching the neighbor kids skateboard is the funniest thing ever!

I even got a letter today! Can you say HELLO weekend HELLO fun! Loving Life! Until next time I am going on another adventure!

Half Marathons

Rain Rain go away I want to run in the SUNSHINE! Rain you didn't scare me rain or shine I am running never forget it!
I ran my second half marathon today without my cheering squad. That was okay because I didn't want to make them stand out in the rain. It was the St. George Half. I met a familiar face there and she said "I didn't think I would see a face I knew" I said oh yes, she proceed to ask me questions and I was like I live here now she was like I must of missed that I was like no worries. She is one wise lady, she gave me this advice before she left my side. She said "I don't run to be competitive I run to finish the race." I realised today that it doesn't matter some races are better than others but no matter what to my cheering section I am always first. I then proceeded to run and get muddy and have fun. Running is fun and games until mud gets involved then it is war to see who gets most muddy.

Once I finished and found my hoodie in a puddle I proceeded to go home I got a text from my best friend that said "Good Luck Best Friend I wish I could be there." Oh I know she would of been if she didn't have to work. We got my iPod ready for the race last night and this morning she sent me just running.

I am pretty sure that won't be my last half but at least for today it will. Running is fun and games always. The first eight miles easy the ninth and tenth get tricky once you hit ten you only got a 5k left and that is nothing!

Running is one of the best thing that has ever happened to me! I am so glad that I started when I was a freshman in high school because I wouldn't be running without it.

Run your heart out and follow your dreams! Until next time I am off to another adventure!