Friday, October 4, 2019

Life is a Roller Coaster

Life isn't what you make it out to be it. .Things don't happen in your timing but in the Lord's I am 28 years old and single. They always say you have to love yourself before anyone else will love you. I have learned the so much these past few months. I started a new job I moved into an apartment. I have leaned that my life hasn't gone the way I planned it to. I have learned so much these past few months. I have learned that everyone is against you and the only person on your side is the Lord. I have learned that you are going to have hard days and they aren't fun but you learn how to deal with them. I am so grateful for all my struggles and for all I have accomplished and learned my life has changed.
I met this lady who definitely changed my life. She would say hi to me everyday. I never knew how much I appreciated her until the day she left. I am so thankful that I got to know her. I am so sad that she is off to bigger and better adventures. She taught me so much! She taught me that it is okay as long as you are doing your best that is all that matters. I have learned to love others and to accept their flaws because I know they aren't perfect and neither am I.
This post is short but it has a strong message never give up keep fighting. Don't be afraid to fail because if at first you don't succeed try try again! Keep the faith! Until next time over and out! Run your heart out and Keep the Faith! Peace out Cub scout off to my next adventure!

Best Friends Wedding

Today was the day that I knew I lost you. Not because you got married but because of the road in life you are taking. You are pushing me away. I can’t help you if you push me away. When you are ready to come back I will be here with open arms. Today I watched my best friend of 9 years get married and this was the time that I knew I was losing her. I still have her family but I will miss you. When I needed someone’s faith to lean on I leaned on hers. When life got tough I leaned on her and relied on her. I know that she will find her way back to the church. The lord didn’t leave her like she thinks he did. He never did. He is just letting her find her own way. I know she will come back because her parents raised her right. I know that her twins are in the celestial kingdom. I hope that she relies that she can make it there too. It doesn’t matter have far you have strayed you can always come back! You just have to remember the time when you hit rock bottom and the only person who was there was the lord. Sometimes I know that it is hard. Life is hard and full of heart ache. But Heavenly Father never leaves you helpless or hopeless. He is just waiting for you to come back to him. His door is always open. You just have to be willing to open it. I have seen this in my own life. Because when I had no one I had my heavenly father and I knew that if I had him I would be safe even though the pain was way more than I could bear he would take it. I needed that hard companion in my life to see how great my life really is.

I hope you find your way back my friend and when you do I will be here with open arms waiting for you. You are a beautiful bride and person inside and out. I am so lucky to have you as my best friend! I just hope you remember your great worth and the covenants you have made! You are amazing. I love you! Please never forget where you came from and never forget the struggles that helped you get there. You bless the lives of many and I am so lucky that my life has been one of them. When I left the reception that day. I knew that I had lost you. 

My dear friend. I will always love you and will always be here. Please remember who you are and what you stand for! Return with honor! You are amazing and you only deserve the best! I am so thankful you have found someone who is as amazing as you! Keep the faith! I am off to my next adventure! Peace out cub scout! Work hard, play harder and run your heart out! Over and out until next time!