Scared

 Hello Blogger Fam! 

I wrote this one Friday.

Two posts in a week. I am sure you are thinking about what is happening to this girl. Well, today it hit me when someone said, "You're nearing the end of this adventure. Getting ready to start your new one."  It was a man who doesn't say much but he listens and he doesn't make you feel dumb or stupid. He said it with so much love. I never knew walking away from something I love could be this hard. I know change is hard but I didn't think it would be this hard to leave. I know change is a part of life and we need to have experiences and find out who we truly are. 

I am so excited for this next chapter in my life. Honestly, I am so scared to leave everything. I am scared to leave my safe little space in a town I never thought I would live, my morning routine, talks at the gym Monday, Wednesday and Friday. I even asked my gym people if we could still be friends after I leave for this new adventure. He looked at me and said without missing a beat, "What kind of question is that? Of course." 

I am truly happy with the person I am becoming but I am so scared to take a leap of faith and go to the middle of nowhere with little cell phone service. But at least there is wifi and that is always a bonus! 

I am so lucky and thankful to embark on this new adventure and to find happiness again and find the beauty of the world again. It's an open country out there and I am so excited to fully see the stars and everything else. Be thankful for the simple things in life! 

I am off to my next adventure. When life gets hard, drink a COKE. 😊 Until next time, Peace Out Cub Scout. Work hard, play harder, RUN YOUR HEART OUT! Never lose sight of the end goal.  Keep the Faith! Peace and Love! Over and Out!  

New Life Adventure

 Hello Blogger Fam,

What a crazy roller coaster my life has been. I have been looking for a new job for the next school year. Not because I hate my job, I don't. I love my job with my whole heart. It is just time for a change. I am so thankful for my fan club at the gym that pushed me to look for a job so I could find happiness again. I would like to go back to February. That is when my interviewing started and for once in my life I thought something great was going to happen and I was going to get something that I wanted. Well, three months later I finally got the no. After many no's and telling my fan club at the gym every time I had an interview and every no. Finally, in April on a Monday one of them said after I said I got another no without missing a beat. You SUCK, you should have gotten a job by now, you suck at interviewing. It caught me off guard and he was right. My response, we already knew that clearly. He said he would help me and practice mock interviews with me. After he said that I wasn't mad because I knew he said it because he cares. I asked him in passing if he was serious about helping me and he said yes. I went about my life and my business as usual for the week. I applied for jobs that Tuesday and had a call within an hour of applying, I got  a call for an interview, set up for the next day. Interview so I thought it was a hot mess well guess what! I got the job! It is a very rural area and I couldn't be more excited! I went out and saw the school and met the people. It is going to be a great change and a life changing adventure. Am I sad to leave where I am? But I am ready for this new life adventure! I am ready for the excitement and the learning and growing experience it will be. 

I am so grateful for my family and friends that are supporting me on this new life adventure. I am so thankful to my gym fan club for believing in me enough to push me to look for a new job and for being there for me through the ups and down. The text messages that said I got another no. 

This year has been a really hard year. Just things have happened and things were said, I knew it was time to look for a new adventure and I found one, well this one found me. 

I am so thankful for the time I have had where I am and where I have been. I am thankful for all the things I have learned and the teacher I have become. But I am truly excited for this new adventure.

When life gets hard, drink a COKE! 😊

I am off to my next adventure. Until next time, Peace Out Cub Scout. Work hard, Play Harder, RUN YOUR HEART OUT!  Never lose sight of the end goal. Keep the Faith! Peace and Love! Over and Out!