Hello Blogger Fam!
What a week and it is only Tuesday! First let me give you the weekly update I wish I had something so profound to say like something that would make you say oh man I wish I could be just like this girl. Well, I don’t. Many people have told me to write a book about my adventures, I should but I am just trying to survive. Clearly, you are like trying to survive. I have been living in survival mode for the past month or so and I am now starting to feel it in my body as it is refusing to do things it used to do with ease like running 5 miles now, I can barely run a mile without my back telling me to stop I can’t take it please stop you are hurting me. I didn’t realize how bad it was until I am on the side of the road in the middle of nowhere with the silent tears streaming down my cheeks talking to the Branch President. I love to run and lately this fear of being attacked by a mouse or a bug or germs were going to kill me. My mom came with her army and cleaned the house I am in now. I am sleeping on a cot and my back is not having that either. It’s alright one day I will have a bed.
I have read a few books two last month to be exact. I read this one and it changed my life. It taught me to love myself and to forgive myself. I learned that sometimes once you can let go of things you are holding on to, it becomes easier not because of your circumstances but because of the way you look at them and way you handle them. Life is different for everyone; everyone has different struggles different battles to face and mountains to climb.
Yesterday, I was trying to have a conversation with my dad it got to the point where I was just done and stressed and I said I’m done talking to you, you are causing me stress and it just isn’t going to work. Then my mom starts on the bandwagon and I am like just leave me alone. I called my boss she called someone and then the foreman called me and said in the most loving tone even though he was probably super annoyed with me. “Why didn’t you call earlier? Why didn’t you call me first?” My response I didn’t think it was your problem anymore. It is my are problem for a year. I laughed and said OKAY he said call me first. He then had me call the heating guys and he said we will be out in the morning. Heat broke once again sound familiar? At least it is getting fixed much faster than last time. Update it is fixed!
Sunday night, I just rolled back in to Grouse Creek and having my normal pity party and panic of I’m going to die to many germs. I got a phone call from a friend who I truly adore and it was the worst timing but yet the best timing. We talked for 45 minutes it was so fun to catch up and just talk like old times. We used to work together they were the first one that I told I was taking this job in Grouse Creek. The love, the love that this friend has for the Savior is truly the most incredible thing I have ever seen. They have the most Christlike love. I hope one day to that kind of spiritual giant. I am so thankful for that friend who listened to call me that day to boost my spirits for the week and to bring a smile to my face. Little did they know I really needed them that night. They said something and it just made me giggle inside because I had never thought about it and you know what they are right I am tough and I can do hard things.
I am so lucky to have the people I have in my life. My life has been changed for the better because of most of the people I have met some maybe not so much but this one friend definitely changed my life for the better and saved it truly saved it!
Until next week! Send Coke! I mean that with all seriousness or grape crush is accepted too. 😉
I am off to my next adventure. When life gets hard, drink a coke. 😊 And don’t forget to pray because sometimes that’s all you have. Also, be like an elementary student and wish big and dream big. Wishes do come true, they just take time. They tell me so!
Until, next time, Peace Out Cub Scout. Work hard, play harder, RUN YOUR HEART OUT! Pray a little louder! Never lose sight of the end goal! Keep the Faith! Peace and Love! Over and Out! Here is to new adventures and great things ahead!
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